Pay..what now?

I did the mistake of asking for patience earlier this year. Why why did I do that. That only gives God more reason to make me wait on something that I really want. Cruel. But this is the only way I’ll ever have patience right? 

We can’t always have the green light. Sometimes it really is red and the only thing we can do is stop and wait. I hate the metaphorical traffic lights as much as I hate real traffic lights. 

"Patience is not the ability to wait, but how you act while you are waiting."